I've just written a letter explaining to someone how much my vision has deteriorated. I've put off admitting this for so long. I thought You were going to heal me. How can I tell the story now? I really believed this, Lord. I can't even tell if a light is on or off now. I can't find my contact lens, and maybe that's a good thing because maybe it would just be a disappointment to put it in and discover that I can't see anything any more. Why is this happening, Lord? I don't understand. Is it because I walked away from you?