A tiny bit of light seeped in while I was taking a bubble bath. I must believe that You reward those who seek You, not those who seek Your gifts. A lot of people seek Your gifts. Not as many seek truly to follow You. "Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added unto you." What does it mean to seek Your kingdom? I've said it before: it means to have You in control of every aspect of my life. I'm not there yet.