My surgery is now rescheduled for December 18. The doctor has to have his own surgery on December 4. I didn't think to ask if he would be well enough in two weeks to do the surgery.
I don't know how to put my disappointment into words. It feels like this is always just a bit out of reach. My firstinclination is to ask what will happen on December 17. I am feeling extremely hopeless at this point.