October 18th, 2004

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Believing God, day 2



Without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him. (Hebrews 11:6)




When I "got saved" (I still hate that term), it was all about trying to please God. I knew that my behavior and attitude didn't please God, and I wanted to please Him. I didn't understand what it meant to have faith, but I did know that I could never behave well enough to please God. I knew that I needed to acknowledge Jesus as my Saviour. I'm still learning what that means. Sometimes I think I should know by now, and sometimes I even question the validity of that experience 20 years ago. But David said something at Foundation Stones a few weeks ago that has really stuck with me. "We are born again once, but we are saved every day." His mercies are new every morning! Why? Because every day I need them again. Because every day something in my human nature would take me away from Him if I couldn't cling to His mercies and know that they are for yesterday, today, and tomorrow. And because of His great mercy, nothing can separate me from the love of God in Messiah Jesus! Hellelujah!



Looking at day 2 of Believing God...


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update and feelings about migraines


I wrote on MOL last week that I was having difficulty with migraines and that I wanted to write out my feelings. I never got around to it until yesterday morning. Ken asked if I had ever tried taking Topamax, and that left a pretty wide open door for me to write everything about the migraines. Well, almost everything... There were some things I did not include--some are things I don't really know how to describe. Some are just things that bug me, and some are things that scare me even more than what I wrote about.


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Anyway, here's what I did write as a general update on all my issues


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