February 17th, 2007


Voice Post: I'm bored, so I'm doing C is for Cookie in Spanish.

Alexis and I are trying to do "C is for Cookie" in Spanish and German. This leads to a discussion about the fact that we have cookies. Then Alexis tells Meghan to get her bone in German--and she does. Somehow we get onto a discussion of my homework and my general boredom and the fact that I want food from Bob Evans and coffee. I realize that it's been a long time since I said I wanted coffee...

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updates on many things and med mess again

I didn't get done a lot of things that needed to get done today. However, I got done some other things that needed to be done.

Airborne apparently works wonders. I took it on Thursday afternoon at the onset of the fever, and I am no longer sick. Must get some more!

I have about had enough of HMOs and Medicare messing with my medications. In October it was my Topamax and Pulmicort. In January it was my Zertec and Singulair. Now it is my Imitrex! There is no formulary alternative. Are they trying to kill me? I already have enough stress right now. I don't need any more. I really am not in the mood for an endurance contest to see what Sarah can take during one semester and still come out on top, regardless of how much character it may build. I need a break badly. I'm tired and worn down.

I did ace the quiz on Thursday. I must have had some divine intervention.

I do need to reveal this to those who are regular readers... I've been hemming and hawing about the right time to do it, and I don't suppose there really is a right time. I can hide it all I want, but that's not going to change anything; and the fact is that LJ has built me up some kind of a network of acquaintances and friends, some of whom I don't even know personally. That's a good thing, and I should avail myself of it at times like this...

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I'm just very sad, and lately I've been struggling with absolutely overwhelming negative emotions about my general social situation. (I am very glad that Valentine's Day with the overemphasis on sweethearts and significant others is over, and I still have a need for local friendships with depth.) I am still trying to catch up on homework, too, and at times it feels impossible. I don't need med stress on top of all of this.

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