Sarah Blake LaRose (3kitties) wrote,
Sarah Blake LaRose

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loneliness again

Why is there nothing and no one consistent in my life? Why is there no one I can mean something to? I know You're supposed to be enough, and I know it grieves You when I keep wanting everything but You, but I really want a physical, tangible someone. Please ...

I'm sorry, Lord. I'm so tired of praying this prayer! I know I'm not REALLY watching EVERYONE find their heart's desire in a relationship. I know it's distorted, and I know it's selfish, but that doesn't help. I am so lonely!!! Why, if You already bore it?

I've heard that You fill our emptiness. How can this be? You know what I want, and it's the very thing I don't have. I envy everyone who is so complete, so satisfied, in You. Why can't I be that way?


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