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missing school


I feel very silly writing this, but...



I miss school. I don't miss feeling stressed about deadlines, but I actually do miss having things to work on and reasons to go out. I feel shut up in the house. I never allowed myself to become aware of it before. It was easier to stay in than to go out with no purpose, and I disliked it when people tried to break the monotony by coming up with things for me to do (go shopping, go for a walk, etc.) None of these things were things I particularly enjoyed doing for the sake of doing them. They were all things that other people enjoyed and thought that I could somehow learn to enjoy. But I understand now what my "problem" was.



I ENJOY school, and being out doing ministry. I need a small break, and enough time to devote to some things around the house. But four weeks in the house feels like a very long time. I wish there was a way to balance this out a bit.

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thepheenixeyri
Dec. 16th, 2006 11:16 pm (UTC)
hugs.

I know exactly how you feel, because by the end of this break I'm probably going to feel the sam way, despite the fact that I'll be travelling to see my nephew. (all of eight miles from here, and still with the parents.) I need the same things, cause I have the same lack of motivation.

i really really don't like doing things by myself, even tough others say I should. Oh- and I haven't forgot about the little situation you sent me. I'll probably sit down with it in the next couple of days now that finals and the stress of school is nearly over. :d

Phoenix
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